Reminding me of me!

Hello Long lost friends!

Wow! Has is really been since 2012? Needlessly to say too much has happened to put it ALL in one blog. Since June 2012....hmmm Highlights...

Worked at Cafe Gratitude Venice
Tried waitressing it didn't work out
Got really into kundalini yoga
Got a new Amazing roommate
Started to work for a Line Producer and still kept cafe job
Booked a few movies
Dated a bit
Shot a few pitch videos for characters I wanted to attract
Got a different Manager
Saw Fleetwood Mac live!
Left the assistant job
Got back together with the ex that I probably said in a past blog I would never get back with....love is a funny thing
Started a monthly update for acting, kinda like a blog!
My father passed away and I almost lost my mother the same night, quite a life game changer
Cue, therapy - east coast for almost a year - funeral planning, lots of hospital visits, life flashing before my eyes but also getting to connect with my family and learn more about our history.
Enter fixer, take care of business take charge oldest child get shit done to make things better somehow and get mom set up with care and healing and peace. The assistant jobs came in handy there
Being shown how lucky at the support and community I have on both coasts
Falling more in love and depending on my strong and caring man, while our past, fears and scars being triggered left and right from my emotional trauma. Cue more therapy and being patient with ourselves
Seeing my roommate finding the man of her dreams who is worthy of her love and
getting him as a new roommate
My dad wrote a goodbye song through me from spirit
Back in town, manager wasn't working out - NEED TO AUDITION!! Get a new one!
Starting working at music venue
Went to Maui
Hit Mid 30s! ekkk
Hid in a cave licking my wounds for 2 months after coming back to cali
Met my boyfriends parents....adorable
Dog watching a 15 year earth angel
Working at a theater program for inner city kids, which i love
Got new pictures!
Hit a few CD workshops
Had some full circle moments that help heal past issues with said boyfriend
Faced a fear and sang on stage and in videos with my man
Got to be in change of fun and games at roomies wedding shower
Basically living with boyfriend....but not...yet
Started a heart project to honor my dad's music
My auntie I haven't seen in 30 years came to visit Cali!
Roomies are married, need to move
Now we are talking about moving with each other
Saw Paul McCartney Live!
Still waiting for some damn auditions, and questioning my life decisions
My car got side swiped while parked - hit & run. book
A crackhead almost fought me because I said good morning to her. also booooo
Learning to let & surrender more, and learning it again, and again, and again
The doggy I was watching just past away and i'm a little heart broken
My mom had her new life birthday at 55!
I'm selling things getting ready to move in with my man! Big news, Big step after the on/off journey we have had the last 4 years. We made it a to a year anniversary for the first time this go around! 2 feet in!

so yeah.....that's about it! Now we are caught up! Love ya's! Make everyday count. The last life cycle I had where I experienced a lot of death in my life was right before I met my BE LOVE community. Transformation people! Death before Rebirth. If you don't do it willingly the universe will do it for you. But now what? haha - A wise woman told me to be still and allow things to be shown to me. So that's what I am intending to do. And blog more....and enjoy the rebirthing....but reading my last blog posted about MAKE BELIEVE was a good reminder of who I was, and that magical child that is always inside me, and I can always imagine things to be better!

Peace & stillness, ya'll
xo-me