WORTH CURRENT
"you are gods"
What would you like to be forgiven for?
Geez....the heavy stuff I'm pretty good about doing the work to either forgive myself or apologise where I need to. But I do have something that came up that might not seem like something I'd want or need forgiveness for but it itches at my brain.....DEBT
I would like to be forgiven for all my Debts. Money owed to credit cards, loans, or people. If I think about it and not being able to pay it back or brush it under the rug it makes me sick with lack.
RIVER GUIDE - To Forgive means to give as before. Why are you judging yourself?
I judge myself with this because I should have learned from my parents mistakes.
Because I shouldnt have been so careless in my youth
I'm not making it a priority
I feel like on some level I'm not honoring my word
I forgive myself of my accumulating debt
I forgive myself
I forgive myself
What would you like to be forgiven for? Take ownership and take back your power!
I am infinite worth, I know I am infinite worth because I am perfect Divine now and Always.
You are the worthiness of Divine now and always
On a side note, this morning was a sad one when I discovered a dear friend had passed a few years ago on this date. I will forever love him and miss him along with my best high school friend and older brother who also passed on TOO early. Today I would especially like to acknowledge and give my love & gratitude to the love and light and laughter they brought to my life!
xo-me
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Abounding River - DAY 13
DAY 13 - yesterday
Creation Current
"The Mind is everything, what we think we become"
It's such a simple and hard concept at the same time. sit and monitor your thoughts for a moment. chances are its hard to keep up first of all, and how much focus is on stress or lack thoughts, like I dont have enough time to get my things done or I can't afford to buy something or I look like shit. We choose these thoughts. And on top of that it becomes a habit so we dont even know we are choosing them. New year's resolutions are a time of ridding bad habits...maybe add this one to your list. AT least the awareness will get you started.
Exercise: What are thoughts you have that limit you? And how can you turn it into a positive thought of affirmation.
One of mine for sure is...I don't get paid enough or attract enough work that fulfills my passions and talents.
My new thought: My Abundance of Talent is NOW rewarded with an Abundance of Prosperity!
I also changed my spirit name....did I tell you already? It's now DIVINE THRIVING NICOLE.
You Divine Thriving Nicole are spirit expressingas UNLIMITED supply.
not physically feeling all that well, so today I am grateful for my body knowing exactly what to do to heal and function making me more vital and energized everyday! Thank you BODY!!! I LOVE YOU BODY!!!
xo-me
Creation Current
"The Mind is everything, what we think we become"
It's such a simple and hard concept at the same time. sit and monitor your thoughts for a moment. chances are its hard to keep up first of all, and how much focus is on stress or lack thoughts, like I dont have enough time to get my things done or I can't afford to buy something or I look like shit. We choose these thoughts. And on top of that it becomes a habit so we dont even know we are choosing them. New year's resolutions are a time of ridding bad habits...maybe add this one to your list. AT least the awareness will get you started.
Exercise: What are thoughts you have that limit you? And how can you turn it into a positive thought of affirmation.
One of mine for sure is...I don't get paid enough or attract enough work that fulfills my passions and talents.
My new thought: My Abundance of Talent is NOW rewarded with an Abundance of Prosperity!
I also changed my spirit name....did I tell you already? It's now DIVINE THRIVING NICOLE.
You Divine Thriving Nicole are spirit expressingas UNLIMITED supply.
not physically feeling all that well, so today I am grateful for my body knowing exactly what to do to heal and function making me more vital and energized everyday! Thank you BODY!!! I LOVE YOU BODY!!!
xo-me
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Abounding River Day 11 & 12
DAY 11
Generosity Current
AM I a joyous giver? Do I share money generously with others, knowing giving and recieving are the same.
I'm more free with money at times then with my energy. I am very generous with my time & energy helping others but what I have discovered about myself is if I don't say no when I need to, I will get withholding or resentful. Especially if I don't feel acknowledged or appreciated.
This is a pattern I can co-create in work and romantic relationships. And I need to discover ways of not allowing that in the furture, like owning my full self, so others can see all of me, or owning myself worth so I am not compromising on time and map, and just simply not self sacrificing when I think I'm being of service.
I'm deciding to change my spirit name to DIVINE THRIVING NICOLE. I say I love you and thank you everyone and everything.
I am deeply grateful for everything I receive and I enjoy giving to others, with attitude of Love & Service.
You are thankful for the opportunity to share with others as Love Wholeness You.
DAY 12
Abundance Current
The river guide - being masterful is mastering being.
I am abundance contantly expressing into shape, form and experience by my thoughts, speech, beliefs, actions and attitudes. My conscious awareness of this truth is unlimited so my experience of abundance is unlimited.
Before bed exercise...LOVE THIS
Sit on the edge of your bed and close your eyes. Take a few deep breaths and imagine a pot of gold coins in front of you. Scoop some out and each time you do see it refill imediately. Experience being that supplied!!!
Xo - me
Generosity Current
AM I a joyous giver? Do I share money generously with others, knowing giving and recieving are the same.
I'm more free with money at times then with my energy. I am very generous with my time & energy helping others but what I have discovered about myself is if I don't say no when I need to, I will get withholding or resentful. Especially if I don't feel acknowledged or appreciated.
This is a pattern I can co-create in work and romantic relationships. And I need to discover ways of not allowing that in the furture, like owning my full self, so others can see all of me, or owning myself worth so I am not compromising on time and map, and just simply not self sacrificing when I think I'm being of service.
I'm deciding to change my spirit name to DIVINE THRIVING NICOLE. I say I love you and thank you everyone and everything.
I am deeply grateful for everything I receive and I enjoy giving to others, with attitude of Love & Service.
You are thankful for the opportunity to share with others as Love Wholeness You.
DAY 12
Abundance Current
The river guide - being masterful is mastering being.
I am abundance contantly expressing into shape, form and experience by my thoughts, speech, beliefs, actions and attitudes. My conscious awareness of this truth is unlimited so my experience of abundance is unlimited.
Before bed exercise...LOVE THIS
Sit on the edge of your bed and close your eyes. Take a few deep breaths and imagine a pot of gold coins in front of you. Scoop some out and each time you do see it refill imediately. Experience being that supplied!!!
Xo - me
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Abounding River - DAY NINE & TEN Catch up!
Oh, joy I'm on a computer with internet....makes catch up sooooooo much easier. HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL!!! 2011, good things are happening I feel it. We are all shifting to our higher selves. Lots of lessons and turmoil and wounds being discovered in 2010, change and transformation from earth's weather patterns to break ups & engagements.
At any rate with the hustle and bustle of My last minute clearing & New Year's plans to celebrate I fell a little behind on blogging but I continued the work, glas to say. But I'd like to make a commitment to get to the workbook and exercises earlier in the day to really live with it instead of sleep with it.
With out further ado....
DAY NINE: Love & acceptance current
Acknowledge 2 events in Life that you don't trust as God's Perfect creation.
This was tough to sit with...because it's dredging up alot of past things that I have worked through and forgiven and see the light in now. So to find something in my present with that knowledge was tricky I really had to dig, which is great, that's why I'm doing this. To really be honest with myself! So I came to....
1. My Money Issues - which looks like scrapping by financially, making just enough to survive while ignoring some debts and loans. which feels really icky to admit at 31 when I know other people "look like" they have their shit together with Owning houses and having kids to support. That's my JUDGE.
2. My Worth & Purpose - I really should own myself more. Not be afraid to make requests, not feel like I don't have a right to ask for more money because of the hard work I do put in, to nuture all my creative and supportive talents, to fully be seen for my greatness, why hide those things, again my Judge - what if others can't handle my truth, what if I don't get the job, what if someone else Judges me....um, WHO CARES?! My Purpose is to be FULLY EXPRESSED AND IN LOVE WITH MYSELF FIRST! That's all we are here for. TO CREATE our life, To Be our Highest Version of ourselves, to learn and teach along the way, and to LOVE!!!!! It's starts inside, and then live with that love in every interaction, and when you meet, to quote my roomies mom "Beloved Special Someone" You choose them! You don't need them!
I trust my life and all of life as creators perfect expression now!
DAY TEN: Gratitude Guide
What's really cool about this day is I literally didn't get to it until bed time and realized I happened to naturally have a pull to did the exercise it was going to give me anyway.
This day happened to be NEW YEAR DAYS - I also happened to be a little hung over from the evening festivities, which also happened to be a bit syncronistic. I was invited by a new cute friend who works at EAST WEST Lounge in Weho, to drink for free and have fun with lovely gay men, which felt perfect for me and my single girlfriends not wanted any boy distractions coming into this year! The lounge was where Leading Ladies my film that's hitting festivals, had it's opening DIVA party this summer for OUTFEST. That's was a cool reminder about my ACTOR SELF coming out of finishing casting for a FEATURE that some actors thought I was Playing the LEAD ROLE, but that situation happened to show me I couldn't be fully seen with this particular person. - wow quite a tangent!
So back to my morning I wrote a gratitude list......I would learn later at 5am when my day ended, I would be asked to make a gratitude list haha PERFECT. So here it is.....
Gratitude up to 2011 @ 31 years old.
I am grateful for living in California, for having been in love, for experiencing breaks, acting, dancing, writing, casting, directing, learning guitar, healing and healing others, paying bills, making debt, clearing debt, learning new things in school and out, making friends, loosing friends, facing deaths, finding transformation, traveling north and south and east and west of this country, building a solid foundation, clearing out old patterns, experiencing new ways, Being in the moment, struggling with ego, having good sex, bad sex,and GREAT SEX, being treated bad and good, finding and owning my worth, developing my business side, seeing myself more clearing and others ass the truly are, out with the old in with the new, making everyday and day of gratitude, trust source to find the "right" way, not needing to force or pursued outcomes, knowing today is my day and it's all we ever really have, I am fulfilled in each moment for as long as they last, I love you, I love me, I love the ocean and the trees, I am thankful for breath and earth and each day I have to share myself and the experience with others, Thank you for the lessons 2010. We did alot of growing and changing together. Thank you for bringing me to a particular house randomly that became my beakin and symbol of hope and love consciousness and the potential of creative power which also brought me to gratitude attitude! And specifically Stacie for bringing me to westside and letting me use her car and feeding me healthier foods, Savi for showing my strength and worth, Athena for the perfect mirror of myself and the mutual support and understanding we share, Robin for helping and supporting my business and personal sanity and giving me the AMAZING reading with Dr. Carbone. And everyone else my family and friends and co-workers who have supported my with finacial payment for a job or service or with love, encouragement and understanding. To my parents for the creative gifts they handed down to me, the love & sacrifices they gave, the blood, cells and breath they created for me! I literally thank them for my LIFE! And mr. eckles, the thr roundabout cycles we danced to get me a step closer to my divine partner.
I go on the acknowledge myself for everything I am and I won't bore you with all of that, but would like to encourage you to do the same. It's a way I'm fully being present to owning myself, all my parts that make the whole, and not all are comfortable yet. ei, I am Beautiful, I am Adundant, I am Nicole Heather Dionne, I am Powerful, I am a Lover, I am a bitch in the best possible way, I am an artist, I am a sister....etc etc etc So I thank me for being all those things!
Why not put your attention on all that you are grateful for? If you want a blessed life be that you are blessed!
And a reminder that this work came to me from cafe Gratitude - their ABOUNDING RIVER WORKBOOK - Get one! And start your new year with a new YOU!
www.cafegratitude.com
BE LOVE
xo - me
At any rate with the hustle and bustle of My last minute clearing & New Year's plans to celebrate I fell a little behind on blogging but I continued the work, glas to say. But I'd like to make a commitment to get to the workbook and exercises earlier in the day to really live with it instead of sleep with it.
With out further ado....
DAY NINE: Love & acceptance current
Acknowledge 2 events in Life that you don't trust as God's Perfect creation.
This was tough to sit with...because it's dredging up alot of past things that I have worked through and forgiven and see the light in now. So to find something in my present with that knowledge was tricky I really had to dig, which is great, that's why I'm doing this. To really be honest with myself! So I came to....
1. My Money Issues - which looks like scrapping by financially, making just enough to survive while ignoring some debts and loans. which feels really icky to admit at 31 when I know other people "look like" they have their shit together with Owning houses and having kids to support. That's my JUDGE.
2. My Worth & Purpose - I really should own myself more. Not be afraid to make requests, not feel like I don't have a right to ask for more money because of the hard work I do put in, to nuture all my creative and supportive talents, to fully be seen for my greatness, why hide those things, again my Judge - what if others can't handle my truth, what if I don't get the job, what if someone else Judges me....um, WHO CARES?! My Purpose is to be FULLY EXPRESSED AND IN LOVE WITH MYSELF FIRST! That's all we are here for. TO CREATE our life, To Be our Highest Version of ourselves, to learn and teach along the way, and to LOVE!!!!! It's starts inside, and then live with that love in every interaction, and when you meet, to quote my roomies mom "Beloved Special Someone" You choose them! You don't need them!
I trust my life and all of life as creators perfect expression now!
DAY TEN: Gratitude Guide
What's really cool about this day is I literally didn't get to it until bed time and realized I happened to naturally have a pull to did the exercise it was going to give me anyway.
This day happened to be NEW YEAR DAYS - I also happened to be a little hung over from the evening festivities, which also happened to be a bit syncronistic. I was invited by a new cute friend who works at EAST WEST Lounge in Weho, to drink for free and have fun with lovely gay men, which felt perfect for me and my single girlfriends not wanted any boy distractions coming into this year! The lounge was where Leading Ladies my film that's hitting festivals, had it's opening DIVA party this summer for OUTFEST. That's was a cool reminder about my ACTOR SELF coming out of finishing casting for a FEATURE that some actors thought I was Playing the LEAD ROLE, but that situation happened to show me I couldn't be fully seen with this particular person. - wow quite a tangent!
So back to my morning I wrote a gratitude list......I would learn later at 5am when my day ended, I would be asked to make a gratitude list haha PERFECT. So here it is.....
Gratitude up to 2011 @ 31 years old.
I am grateful for living in California, for having been in love, for experiencing breaks, acting, dancing, writing, casting, directing, learning guitar, healing and healing others, paying bills, making debt, clearing debt, learning new things in school and out, making friends, loosing friends, facing deaths, finding transformation, traveling north and south and east and west of this country, building a solid foundation, clearing out old patterns, experiencing new ways, Being in the moment, struggling with ego, having good sex, bad sex,and GREAT SEX, being treated bad and good, finding and owning my worth, developing my business side, seeing myself more clearing and others ass the truly are, out with the old in with the new, making everyday and day of gratitude, trust source to find the "right" way, not needing to force or pursued outcomes, knowing today is my day and it's all we ever really have, I am fulfilled in each moment for as long as they last, I love you, I love me, I love the ocean and the trees, I am thankful for breath and earth and each day I have to share myself and the experience with others, Thank you for the lessons 2010. We did alot of growing and changing together. Thank you for bringing me to a particular house randomly that became my beakin and symbol of hope and love consciousness and the potential of creative power which also brought me to gratitude attitude! And specifically Stacie for bringing me to westside and letting me use her car and feeding me healthier foods, Savi for showing my strength and worth, Athena for the perfect mirror of myself and the mutual support and understanding we share, Robin for helping and supporting my business and personal sanity and giving me the AMAZING reading with Dr. Carbone. And everyone else my family and friends and co-workers who have supported my with finacial payment for a job or service or with love, encouragement and understanding. To my parents for the creative gifts they handed down to me, the love & sacrifices they gave, the blood, cells and breath they created for me! I literally thank them for my LIFE! And mr. eckles, the thr roundabout cycles we danced to get me a step closer to my divine partner.
I go on the acknowledge myself for everything I am and I won't bore you with all of that, but would like to encourage you to do the same. It's a way I'm fully being present to owning myself, all my parts that make the whole, and not all are comfortable yet. ei, I am Beautiful, I am Adundant, I am Nicole Heather Dionne, I am Powerful, I am a Lover, I am a bitch in the best possible way, I am an artist, I am a sister....etc etc etc So I thank me for being all those things!
Why not put your attention on all that you are grateful for? If you want a blessed life be that you are blessed!
And a reminder that this work came to me from cafe Gratitude - their ABOUNDING RIVER WORKBOOK - Get one! And start your new year with a new YOU!
www.cafegratitude.com
BE LOVE
xo - me
Friday, December 31, 2010
abounding river day eight
8 is great! Its the number for abundance!
The current today was WORTH.
Had a really cool and surprisingly tough question today. What are 5 things you love about yourself?
It took me longer than I thought but I came to these....
1. My expressive nature and talents
2. My ability to encourage others
3. My butt
4. That I'm versitile and able to adapt to new things pretty easily
5. That I nurture my inner child
Exercise
I am perfect wholeness expressing as beautiful abundant nicole. I am worthy of everything wonderful. I love and adore myself as a divine creation.
Today I had 12 things on a to do list....I got 3 done. This workbook, throw away the ex stuff, and taxes....that literally took from noon to 1am, with a few breaks, but not much. And there last years but my mission before new years, it made me sort through more stuff too, I actually found a neat article from my first play in college as hero in much ado and the review said my crying scene was mesmerizing and dramatic! That was nice to find! More of that please. I also finally got to see my NOH8 campaign picture! Its cool!
More good news the sink is getting fixed tomorrow morning and I got a fun night out with my girls tomorrow in weho, so excited to be with strong inspiring women, wearing funky tights my roomie got me for xmas, and dancing into the new year!
I have to set my intentions, they are becoming more clear, getting back into acting mode, auditions lined up in jan, leading ladies showing in palm springs forward motion! And I made my acting site official! Www.nicoledionneacting.com.
Flowing! What are you calling in this year and what are you leaving behind that no longer serves you?
The river guide (I'm paraphrasing)
Why not love yourself as perfect creation?
(You can replace perfect with what ever feels good, it was originally god)
Love and happiness
Xo me
The current today was WORTH.
Had a really cool and surprisingly tough question today. What are 5 things you love about yourself?
It took me longer than I thought but I came to these....
1. My expressive nature and talents
2. My ability to encourage others
3. My butt
4. That I'm versitile and able to adapt to new things pretty easily
5. That I nurture my inner child
Exercise
I am perfect wholeness expressing as beautiful abundant nicole. I am worthy of everything wonderful. I love and adore myself as a divine creation.
Today I had 12 things on a to do list....I got 3 done. This workbook, throw away the ex stuff, and taxes....that literally took from noon to 1am, with a few breaks, but not much. And there last years but my mission before new years, it made me sort through more stuff too, I actually found a neat article from my first play in college as hero in much ado and the review said my crying scene was mesmerizing and dramatic! That was nice to find! More of that please. I also finally got to see my NOH8 campaign picture! Its cool!
More good news the sink is getting fixed tomorrow morning and I got a fun night out with my girls tomorrow in weho, so excited to be with strong inspiring women, wearing funky tights my roomie got me for xmas, and dancing into the new year!
I have to set my intentions, they are becoming more clear, getting back into acting mode, auditions lined up in jan, leading ladies showing in palm springs forward motion! And I made my acting site official! Www.nicoledionneacting.com.
Flowing! What are you calling in this year and what are you leaving behind that no longer serves you?
The river guide (I'm paraphrasing)
Why not love yourself as perfect creation?
(You can replace perfect with what ever feels good, it was originally god)
Love and happiness
Xo me
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
abounding river day six
Bare with me...this is being typed with my thumbs, and I don't have the patience to make letters capts. So, there's that...and I didn't break my fingers, I just have to do this from my phone.
Today I got to work with my roomie again, which was helpful. Love there two quotes
When you realize nothing is lacking, the whole world belongs to you
You are the one who creates whether you are fulfilled or not
We had to list 3 things we wants the most. Then close your eyes and be fulfilled in those three things.
1. Love - the perfect divinely matched man for me right now
2. Career - the perfect, great paying ACTing role
3. Hybrid car - I had to walk a lot today....with grocery bags
Its interesting to me that no matter how many times I say I need or want to focus on my career love is always the first thing that comes into my mind, and no matter how many casting jobs I do I always come back to wanting to act....the car would be the icing, especially since tomorrow I have to gets up 2 hours earlier than most to travel to noho for 2 hours.
There's something else I found HAVE TO...there is no have to, I want to, I wanted to until I thought about how early I had to get up, and then if I'm honest I went through a whole pros and cons list with myself, about obligations and owning worth and I'm not getting paid and what am I neede for, and but I could do this and that and make it worth it, but maybe I should be there anyway.....CRAZY HEAD TALK....what I came out with.....be impeccable with your word...thank you for agreements...so go because I said I would, but now I know, to specify days hours job duties more clearly next time, with peers but mostly with myself. I invest so much of myself in everything but then get burt out and tend to rid it away, in some form or another, gotta stop that can't always just cut and run......closure and ending a cycle is also part of the journey, otherwise you aren't really finishing anything, and maybe that's why I keep getting the same lessons in different packaging.....huh? My thumbs are wiser than I thought.
Today I am aware of magical me as abundance. I am all that magic is now.
I am grateful for being able to sleep in today, for the sun shining, for my phone, for rumor mill, for movies, for this casting job, for the food in my fridge, for the man I felt like giving 2 dollars to, for compliments, for signs from the universe, from farmers and markets, for my photographer friends that helped me build my acting site with great pictures, for the money I have and was able to invest in my actor self today, my new skin products, my roomies support and mirror, and my amazingly talented parents! And anyone I have ever shared a loving exchange with.
Oooh almost forgot, from day five something that you are unwilling to release? Sooooo, I'm throwing away the few articles of the 5 year ex I have. Its time I ve carried it to omg, 6 apartments now! Woah, yeah always thinking I ll mail it back, I ll find the address, he ask for it! No fuck that darkside for a minute, screw it, I don't owe him carrying it around anymore and its another reflection of I cared for his stuff more than him, so who's really more free in this situation? Geez. Thank you for the final mirror my old friend wherever you are in VA, be well and say goodbye to your things!!!! Yeh!!!
I am fulfilled in this now moment, I am present to being abundance now!
Do it! It feels good
Xo me
Today I got to work with my roomie again, which was helpful. Love there two quotes
When you realize nothing is lacking, the whole world belongs to you
You are the one who creates whether you are fulfilled or not
We had to list 3 things we wants the most. Then close your eyes and be fulfilled in those three things.
1. Love - the perfect divinely matched man for me right now
2. Career - the perfect, great paying ACTing role
3. Hybrid car - I had to walk a lot today....with grocery bags
Its interesting to me that no matter how many times I say I need or want to focus on my career love is always the first thing that comes into my mind, and no matter how many casting jobs I do I always come back to wanting to act....the car would be the icing, especially since tomorrow I have to gets up 2 hours earlier than most to travel to noho for 2 hours.
There's something else I found HAVE TO...there is no have to, I want to, I wanted to until I thought about how early I had to get up, and then if I'm honest I went through a whole pros and cons list with myself, about obligations and owning worth and I'm not getting paid and what am I neede for, and but I could do this and that and make it worth it, but maybe I should be there anyway.....CRAZY HEAD TALK....what I came out with.....be impeccable with your word...thank you for agreements...so go because I said I would, but now I know, to specify days hours job duties more clearly next time, with peers but mostly with myself. I invest so much of myself in everything but then get burt out and tend to rid it away, in some form or another, gotta stop that can't always just cut and run......closure and ending a cycle is also part of the journey, otherwise you aren't really finishing anything, and maybe that's why I keep getting the same lessons in different packaging.....huh? My thumbs are wiser than I thought.
Today I am aware of magical me as abundance. I am all that magic is now.
I am grateful for being able to sleep in today, for the sun shining, for my phone, for rumor mill, for movies, for this casting job, for the food in my fridge, for the man I felt like giving 2 dollars to, for compliments, for signs from the universe, from farmers and markets, for my photographer friends that helped me build my acting site with great pictures, for the money I have and was able to invest in my actor self today, my new skin products, my roomies support and mirror, and my amazingly talented parents! And anyone I have ever shared a loving exchange with.
Oooh almost forgot, from day five something that you are unwilling to release? Sooooo, I'm throwing away the few articles of the 5 year ex I have. Its time I ve carried it to omg, 6 apartments now! Woah, yeah always thinking I ll mail it back, I ll find the address, he ask for it! No fuck that darkside for a minute, screw it, I don't owe him carrying it around anymore and its another reflection of I cared for his stuff more than him, so who's really more free in this situation? Geez. Thank you for the final mirror my old friend wherever you are in VA, be well and say goodbye to your things!!!! Yeh!!!
I am fulfilled in this now moment, I am present to being abundance now!
Do it! It feels good
Xo me
Monday, December 27, 2010
Abounding River - DAY FIVE
Generosity Current
"All you are unable to give possesses you" - Andre Gide
What is something you are unwilling to release? - my clothes - most not all - although if someone gave me 1000.00 and said here go Shopping I'd get rid over everything in a heart beat! Other thing is probbaly photos - memories.....
But this says - consider whatever stops you also inhibits you from experiencing flow.
I've seen that manifested a few different ways - letting go of outcome in dating all of a sudden you become a guy magnet, even if you walk around town in your PJs....ironically usually then. Also as soon as my director deciding on the 3 leads for ths film I'm casting, audition notices came in for me to ACT. Or freaking out about loosing my wallet, let it go, remembered ast place i remember having it emailed them, they emailed me today saying they had it!
Be Generous - today I saw the utilities bills for the apartment got my new check books and wrote out full amount for both! which reminds me I need a mail dropbox
Todays speaking and listening....
As I serve others, I serve myself. As I serve myself, allare served. I am completely fulfilled giving to the entire body of CREATOR me.
You relish contributing to everyone as the whole of yourself!
My tummy is a little upset from mixing a tuna sandwich & chai tea latte I think...But I'm grateful the rumor mill fed me, stored my cards safely, and all the plants, animals, people and energy that made my abundance today possible.
I have a reminder of that everyday I look in the mirror now, my dear friend got me a neclace that says abundnace on it! I may have told you that already....
xo - me
"All you are unable to give possesses you" - Andre Gide
What is something you are unwilling to release? - my clothes - most not all - although if someone gave me 1000.00 and said here go Shopping I'd get rid over everything in a heart beat! Other thing is probbaly photos - memories.....
But this says - consider whatever stops you also inhibits you from experiencing flow.
I've seen that manifested a few different ways - letting go of outcome in dating all of a sudden you become a guy magnet, even if you walk around town in your PJs....ironically usually then. Also as soon as my director deciding on the 3 leads for ths film I'm casting, audition notices came in for me to ACT. Or freaking out about loosing my wallet, let it go, remembered ast place i remember having it emailed them, they emailed me today saying they had it!
Be Generous - today I saw the utilities bills for the apartment got my new check books and wrote out full amount for both! which reminds me I need a mail dropbox
Todays speaking and listening....
As I serve others, I serve myself. As I serve myself, allare served. I am completely fulfilled giving to the entire body of CREATOR me.
You relish contributing to everyone as the whole of yourself!
My tummy is a little upset from mixing a tuna sandwich & chai tea latte I think...But I'm grateful the rumor mill fed me, stored my cards safely, and all the plants, animals, people and energy that made my abundance today possible.
I have a reminder of that everyday I look in the mirror now, my dear friend got me a neclace that says abundnace on it! I may have told you that already....
xo - me
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