Okay, a new book. A New journey. A new focus. I have been itching for another 30 day challenge or days to success however you choose to look at it. And this is a book I have been wanting to get myself for close to a year. It's called the Abounding River - Personal Logbook by Matthew and Terces Engelhart. The Days and exercises are laid out for you. Some of the journey requires partner work, so it's good to have a buddy or loved one that wants to grow with you to give one and other mutual support.
Like I did with the 30 days to success, I'm making a commitment to blog each day as a way to share my experience and hopefully inspire anyone else to join in or at the very least keep myself accountable for myself.
It's been an interesting past few months of all kinds of mirrors coming back to me, dredging up past baggage and hang ups as well as growth and inspiration. But I'm ready for change with my energy around ABUNDANCE. I have found gratitude and that has already made such a shift for me, My 30 days helped give me more focus on goals and finding worth in completing them. NOW it's time to recognize the magic of the universal flow, trust the ONE connection and truly OWN my WORTH. Today my worth is OVERFLOWING!
DAY ONE - Creation Current
This is what I discovered.
First, you pick a spirit abundance name - I toyed with a few the past 2 days prepping for today and finally woke up hearing BEAUTIFUL ABUNDANT NICOLE. I'm calling in my self confidence and love again and proclaiming the worth of myself and everything around me as abundance.
I have a few inherit beliefs about money such as there's isnt enough, or as soon as you get it it's gone, I should give more than I recieve, if I get into trouble my mom will bail me out - (that one I really don't like!)- truth hurts but as much as I am grateful to have a loving supportive generous mother my 31 year old ego self tells me I'm a failure to resort to this.
What I would like to believe is, as much as I give I recieve, money is easy to manifest, there's always more than enough, debt had no power over me, and that I deserve and have the power to create more financial abundance in my life RIGHT NOW!
Also finding acknowledgement & gratitude. I have been recieving more appreciation and acknowledgement for the work I do, and others that could only see me in box vision is starting to open up to see more of me, but this is also the ownership I'm creating in myself! Specifically with this book focus, My roomie and I went to the near by coffee shop and just having our awareness shift to the Farmers and every other being and creature who helped bring my one cup of coffee into creation was an amazing exercise, you realize how much there is to be thankful for.
Today I am thankful for my casting job that allowed me to buy me and my roomate these coffees and bagels, grateful to Athena for being my company and partner in this exercise and grateful to Stella who owns the coffeeshop and her employee that made it for us and the farmers, truckers, gasoline and packagers who got it here, the cows that gave the milk, the plants that gave the seeds, the earth that gave the soil and water and everyone in between that did there part to make my simple coffee and bagel possible for me today. THAT IS A FUCKING TRIP RIGHT?!....all those things that are usually taken for granted. It's so empowering to shift your attention to it all in gratitude and trust that we are all in this life together and collectively taking care of eachother.
In our listening and speaking exercise we mirrored eachother, which is so interesting. Things land in all kinds of ways depending on how things are said, tone of voice and ego thoughts. Some times it feels amazing and sometimes it's uncomfortable. But once you do feel it land in a belief way a cord is struck, a light bulb gets turned on, and the CREATION is made.
I, Beautiful Abundant Nicole, am the creator of my life experience. I now choose to be OVERFLOWING!
I have a few more little tasks to cap off today. Some laughing, meditation & writing is left and I think I'll add in some exercise just for kicks.
Thanks for joining me on my latest carpet ride!
xo-me
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