Saturday, January 8, 2011

Abounding River 15 & 16

Day 15
Love & Acceptance Current

If you judge people you have no time to Love them!

Who in you life or world do you havean opinion about?

I have one about my current boss/friend because he has one of me that's wrong, and I feel like he's being stubborn closed minded and assuming without trying to see my truth that I laid out clear as day in a letter

RIVER GUIDE -
Can you see that opinions come from expectations and expectations reduce the joy in life?

YES! My expectation was he would read my letter and understand me more but instead he put up more resistance which created more tension for us both. But if I let go of expectation and allow myself to feel good I expressed myself and it's not my problem how it lands with him, I can let it go and move forward I can also be grateful for what he is showing me, and the types of situations I am better equiped to handle or avoid in the future. No matter what happens to our relationship at this point. I know what I need to move forward, and it's up to him to step up to the plate with me at this point if he can't, I can still send him love & acceptance and respect from afar trusting his process and loving myself in mine.

Affirmation:
I am adoring of myself, I am adoring of everyone else. I am adoring the love of spirit radiating for myself and all.

I am being Love as Divine expression, action, and enjoying love in my present moment.

DAY 16
Gratitude Current

Give Thanks!

What are some things you desire and can you feel good for others that aquire those things?

I desire, acting roles, love, sex, commitment, money, luxury, comfort, acknowledgement, a car, hugs, food, laughs

What did I give away today? Time and listening
What am I grateful for? Divine Thriving Me, Internet, A friend, Cafe Buna, Cows, chickens, eggs, farmers, plants, trucks/driver/gas, electricity, hot water, water filters etcetcetc....

Stretch gratitude
Spirit me is being grateful for all of life. I am grateful for the IRS now.

The mirror exercises are tough....and if I'm totally honest I havent been commited to doing them....errrrr

xo-me

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