DAY 26 - Worth Current
"above all things, Revere yourself!"
What would you like to be acknowledged for? Make a request of someone in your life to acknowledge or appreciate you for what you chose. Pick something that stretches your worth.
Not sure how much it stretched my worth, but it certainly streched my growth. I chose to asked my man, (who hasnt been completely my man up til this point for a few reason but one because he smokes weeds sometimes) I have a huge judegemnt and wound from weed due to past conditioning and I chose recently to move through the discomfort by being with him and actually seeing him a little high. It was unconfortable, but not the end of times! lol. I still have a hard time being turned on by blood shot eyes, but when I sat with it, I came to the realization that he still is the amazing guy that treats me well in so many ways and is talented and driven and it doesnt consume his life or hold him back, its a moment for him not all of him. I wanted to be acknowledged for moving though the discomfort, allowing myself to drop the judgement, releasing myself from the past, and having that realization. And he did and acknowledged even more of the things he admires and respects about me!
RIVER GUIDE - Why not appreciate yourself as Divine's PERFECT creation
DAY 27 - Love & Acceptance
Identify one relationship in your life where you are withholding love. How could you be more accepting so that LOVE would be present?
River guide - Look for someone whom you dont experience love like you once did. Why would you let anything get in the way of love?
This was tough to really connect with today because i was on set for 12 hours in awe of watching Adam Sandler, Johnney Depp, and AL PACINO work! Plus I spent most of the day walking back and forth and up and down the stairs. Yes, extra work, but when I get to see my idols I am sOOOO grateful for it! 3 dreams came true in a way only thing better is acting with them!
But back to question - DAD for sure dad, so much so I have been avoiding his calls, when I looked back on that it was interesting to see johnny and Al because if I wrote and shot a movie of my dad's crazy life, I'd want to cast those two actors to play him. It was a moment of appreciation, spirtiual connection and acknowledgement I had for him. I energetically sent him love, and happy to report 2 days later he called, I answered and we probably had one of the most CLEAR conversations we have ever shared. It was lovely. I would love to experience more of those please universe!
"I Love and accept myself and others as we are. I devote myself to LOVE me by choosing to adore all of life in every now moment."
DAY 28 - Gratitude Current
Perfectly divine that it's gratitude day and I had an interview with Cafe Gratitude for their LA opening!
Express gratitude for some historial figure or event that has contributed to our life.
Another syncronicity being the day prior just happened to be Martin Luther King Jr Day, and three of my friends happened to be up during wee hours of morning discussing society and social conditioning and this LOVE FILLED amzing man came up. We all agreed that he deserved more acknowledgemnt then he has been giving by goverment etc. He has a day, but we do not really observe it. It should be a day to contemplate on the shifts he made for so many people, steps in getting us closer to THE ONE & LOVE conscousiness. That should be a day off just like presidents day!
Today I am grateful for my man letting me stay with him in hollywood so Im closer to all my commitments and opportunities, grateful for My audition, my interview with cafe gratitude, buses that get me where I need to go, The loves that gave me work this week, internet, hot water, my immune system fighting, work to come, and johnny depp for being so pretty! haha
DAY 29 - Generosity
River Guide - Being generous may be giving of your time, your money, your knowledge etc. Stretch yourself in opening up to the flow.
acknowledge yourself for how you are generous and how others are generous to you.
my man this whole week with time and space, friend sharing feelings with, mom always, another friend helping me get work. myself for allowing myself to recieve!!!!
me to others about healing things I read, listening and holding space, getting actor friends auditions and jobs.
"I am a divine giver, I practice being LOVE me by being generous".
DAY 30 - Abundance Current
What would be available to you if yougave up trying to get somewhere? what would your experience be if you really could own that life turned out? SAY OUT LOUD " I have a great life! "
oooooh, this one, well I'm starting to realize TRYING never helps you HAVE anything.
I can GIVE UP TRYING to be an actress, I AM ONE! And I'm having alot of reflections of seeing those I admire or actors from one of my favorites in my prescense lately to remind me, what MY PURPOSE is. It also allows me to be open to knew paths and growths. And I have certainly shifted something with but struggle of casting/acting. I just had a casting asistant job thursday and the UPM assumed I was an actress and put me on camera! He saw all of me. I had a friend of a friend who is an amazing singer/songwriter ask me if I sing and write too randomly and he only knows me as a casting direcotor and actress. LOVE will be fully available to me the more I can accept my love for exactly who he is right now. Of course without compromising myself, That's the balance. But dropping the idea of what it was supposed to look like. Opportunity's for financial flow will be available to me, as a speak up for what I feel a deserve and also be open to opportunities that arent always nessessarily on my "goal" path. every path leads somewhere new and exciting right! I HAVE A GREAT LIFE!!!!!
I am fulfilled now. I am present to being Millions now!
weeeeeeeeeeeeee!
xo - me
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