Sunday, January 30, 2011

Abounding River - 32 - 34 - more catch up to come

DAY 32 - Worth

"I'm the adoring love of the creator' - SAY IT OUT LOUD, and what is your experience.

What I want wants me, Iam everything Creator is. I love and value myslef as creator's creation.

I am creator's masterpiece. I adore myself.

The before bed exercise helped the most today. Thank creator you for revealing to you what area in your life you can be more loving to yourself. My "love life". Taking my own power back, not allowing myself to feel like victim of circumstance, and if something is unconfortable for me I need to do something to change it and not wait for someone else to change it for me. As uncomfortable as that conversation was the fact that I was about to take something into my own hands, light the fire under an ass to clear something that has been long over due to move forward, and just that simple act of facing assumption relieved 90% of the ick I've been feeling lately. SPEAK UP, STAND UP, OWN YOUR POWER, YOUR WORTH IT!!!

DAY 33 - Love & Acceptance current

"to love for the sake of being loved is human, to love for the sake of loving is Angelic" - Alphonse de LaMartine

Listen to someone is your life that everything they say is "GOLD", grant them loving acceptance.
WOAH - had pretty insense convos with Dad and my guy! Clearing, holding space, standing up for myself, accepting them for their processes, testing my patience and emotions, and trying real hard to listen and BELIEVE their word as GOLDEN, and just saying whats absolutely nessessary for me. rough day, rough convos of breaking patterns and habits but the light at the end of the tunnel was I was able to feel weight lifted at the end of both conversations.

river guide - LOVE is everywhere and everyone!

another great before bed exercise - See every cell of your body working perfectly recieving what it requires....(i've been sick so thats interesting) and then put your attention on part of the whole that you dont accept as perfect, (person, condition, event). Next Thank LOVE for revealing to you the opportunity this part of the whole is. Be grateful for the Guidance and log any appropriate action to take.

I need to reach out to someone, and do a clearing for me. Someone I got caught in an awkward triangle in not from my own making, and I need to send this situation Love and trust!

DAY 34 - gratitude current

"We have infinite reasons to be happy, and a serious responsiblity to not be too serious" - Maharishi Mahesh Yogi

With whom can you be more grateful for Right now? Today take actions to express that gratitude.
my dad for teaching me guitar
my guy for clearing the cloud thats been holding us back.

I still could probably do something special for them, I have a rad gift idea for vday- which I'll be facing a fear on too.

to be contunued....

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