Abounding River Day 18 & 19 - sooooo behind, and feeling it

Day 18
Abundance Current

"we walk by Faith not by sight"

WHat is something I think or say that Limits my experience of Abundance?
I'm broke
I can't afford to
I need work
I can't......(anything)

River guide - Our inhibitions (seem real) in what we think, say, believe, act, and attitude

Different things I THINK about me.....
I'm awesome in alot of ways, I'm indecisive, I'm expressive, I'm honest, I dont always look cute, I wont ever be rich

Act - loving, critical, fun, tired

Believe - I deserve better, I'm a teacher, I have had a harder road than most

Say - exhausted, broke, loving, a catch, confused, fickle, talented, can't sing

Attitude - depends on the day, most of the time happy, lately not entirely, which sucks...what is this funk?

YOU KNOW YOU ARE CREATOR AND CREATOR YOU IS THE ONLY CONSTANT SOURCE OF ABUNDANCE!

Day 19
Creation current

Say, I trust divine me as my unlimited source and supply. write down what your experience is when you say that....no wonder I have to come back to this one. I didnt commit to finishing this day and then lagged behind, so that tells me something.

River guide - If you arent trusting DIVINE who or what are you trusting?
yikes....another one. I am being faced with lots of trust issues right now. especially since the next few days were spent with someone I am trying to build trust with again.

1/11/2011 - had been screwy with me from the jump! But I GOT A FREE COUCH!

When I say free I mean $100 later, in truck, gas, food money to helpful men. But never the less, grateful to finally have it, and a complete looking living room!

With all the snags that happened with moving a couch down 7 flights of stairs only to find it came apart later! TRUST! Trusting this man who wants to be in my life that went above and beyond to show his love for me the past few days, trusting running into people that I thought I'd not see for a ll time because of this man, and what that brought up for me, trusting the love of a brother and friend to help with no expectation, to trust it fitting into my doorway apartment, to trust I had the money to spend. It's all good! Trusting my hearts is exactly where it's supposed to be if I'm truely following it!

I choose Divine thoughts, speech, beliefs, actions, attitudes all day long. I love choosing to live as Divine Abundant me!

now to catch up with day 20, 21, 22!
xo-me