Wow, I'm down to 3 days. This went wayyyy faster than I anticipated. I've been racking my brain trying to figure out what else I can do. Probably the grown up stuff I dont want to do, like deal with this tax letter, and start a DBA, and DMV crapola.
My brain is a little moosh tonight as I have had the longest day in creation and got struck with a little whirlwind tonight. So I apologise ahead of time for any MADD talk or DELIRIUM.
Let's go from the beginning Shall we:
Got up at the ass-crack. 5:30am actually my roomie woke me since I didnt set my alarm correctly in my broken phone.
3 buses later in Van Nuys to do audience work on the new Jerry Springer show baggage...we were booked for only 4 hours to recieve 32 bucks, pathetic right? Until we cleverly figured out another service was booking the same show second half of day so that way we could make 64$ made it a little more worth it. Well my favorite warm up guy was there so I was able to find a bright side of my day. And Jerry is actually really cute and funny. We got through relatively fine. Hunger hit with no time to waste before we had to sneak back to the second call-time.
I ate the worst food, nasty, Nasty Del Taco..not many options, Gross! stay away from the breakfast burrito. We got back and some icky (as in attitudey taddle tale) lady recognized Athena...the legs were like five miles long today..hard to miss and we couldn't get on! arghhh! Then! But On the 3 buses, and 3.5 hours traveling later, falling asleep to some dude who was playing 5 different songs on his guitar that all same chords and rhythms, I FOUND MYSELF GRATEFUL TO BE CLOSER TO HOME & BED!
I did get a little gig lined up for tomorrow with a friend to drive and get paid, which works out the same. So yeh! And called a casting friend looking for Rocky Horror peeps for a big show next week, so I send Photos...yeh!
HOME: Laundry, Submissions, emails, craiglist, drowsy eyes.....Knap! Wake up after about an hour or so, shower, Head to gogo gig.
My friend, bailed coming to see me which was a bummer since, I havent seen him in years and he was one of the people I cheated and helped during these 30 days. But I got another surprise...3 actually. Enter guy who inspired me to start this maddness. Sneaky little punk to see me dance. haha. But it was interesting, while I was stretching, I literally had a moment of HE'S COMING TONIGHT....noooo! Well, Yeah. We caught up a bit on the break, and I'm sure it's a blessing his friends came and needed to leave cause I'M NOT DONE WITH MY 30 DAYS YET...and we can easily talk for 4 hours straight about everything we've both been experiencing.
But besides that, we had a new singer so had to flow with the NEW flow on the set, still danced my ass off, but not as tight as normal, missed some gags, our MAIN guy usually does. But it was all good. It really openned my awareness, feeling a little more vulnerable and nervous, to the crowds energy. I have a lot more connections with people watching, and acknowledgment of each other, and had the realization that my energy directly effects there's. It's obviously not all up to me, but I have become part of the show at Waterfront, it's trippy, I'm starting to get regular fans! haha I just found a little more gratitude and a sense of responsibilty.
PRODUCTIVITY TODAY:
Made some cash
Emailed website and Angel photo to new manager
Submitted for more acting jobs
Had a cool thriller script idea in the shower
Didn't take my friend bailing personally
Made amends
Danced it out
Encouraged other's to Dance and have fun!
Have kept up with my blog for 27 days!
I'm still JUST FUCKING DOING IT!!!!
hope you all are having lovely dreams....that come true. I'm catching up!
xo-me
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