Sunday, September 12, 2010

Day 28 of 30 Days to Success! - 9-11 gloom, retrograde kinks, & laughter

2 days left! It's strange when I started this, my "not so logical" logic told me I'd be on this journey from August 15th to Sept 15th. 30 days. When in actuality 30 days ends on the 13th. Maybe my subconscious knows something I don't see yet. But this pesky retrograde has certainly put a few kinks into the mix along the way....All for a greater good I'm sure. But I'm glad it's done on the 13th. And I'm sure there is no coinidence. This was not the ideal time for ACTION, PROJECTS, And COMMUNICATION. Which are all essential to Making Money being an ACTRESS! It is however a perfect time for going within for introspection....And it's clear if you have been reading this, that is what has been happening with me more than anything else.

I woke up today, with a cloudy head under a cloudy sky and realized today was 9-11, and we all know what that means. I know people are mourning, or in rememberance, and there are some heavy hearts in the world today. We truly are all affected by each other's energy. Think of Holiday celebrations and what that does to the masses. We are always connected but during those are times, its more obvious.

So today, I had a bit of work planned with a friend, basically driving. I left my house after reading the bus schedule thinking I had time to spare. After walking a bit, I realized I left my phone at home but didn't really have time to go back to get it. Well, I also READ THE WRONG SCHEDULE, I read weekdays instead of weekends, so I actually ended out running late, AND couldn't call. Luckily, at my bus stop there was a working pay-phone close by. I left a message to my friend who was apparently leaving me a message saying how Her car guy was running late and we had to push 2 hours. When I got to her finally, we had time to kill, so we got brunch. I ordered a custom omelette with a choice of potatos, fruit, or cottage cheese. I Went potatos, thinking I should probably get fruit....so what comes out on my plate, fruit! lol
We toasted our coffees and cheered to BEING HERE, I felt so much Thankfullness in my heart for that...today of all days. The day continued to be wacky and what was supposed to be a 1 1/2 - 2 hour time slot turned into an 8 hour adventure! haha.

I was grateful for the brunch girlie goddess talk, and the lessons in patience and flow along the way, cause really with all the forgetfullness, miscommunication, and back & forth we had to do, if we didn't have each other to look at and Laugh it off with, it could have been maddening. But really when in doubt LAUGH, Life obstacles are silly, and temporary. A comedy of errors! So this shit has obviously been going on since Shakespeare, so we might as well learn to react a new & improved way! The energy week I'm experiencing in the Kabalah tree is Splendor and it talks about finding the signs and lessons in mishaps & communications and miscommunications.

I did have plans to try and get more reading done today. But sometimes listening is just as good, if not better. I'm always walking away a little more enlightened and inspired after a day with this friend. She's one of the few people in my life, I can look up to as a strong, independent, self-suffient, self made PERSON, never mind WOMAN!

I got home and caught up with the roomie a bit. Who is getting a little distracted herself with something in particular, so it seems I'm not the only one falling on and off the wagon the past few days, but she does have a little more bounce in her step so if nothing else it's good for that! So with crunch time...we both agreed to do some more working out tomorrow....even though I'm still sore! I'm gonna also do some more work on finishing my LIFE LAUNCH & Marketing book. And hopefully get to organize and go through some boxes of random shit. I also need to find my 2008 taxes and deal with that MONDAY.

TODAY:
Got through retrograde

Made some money
Life Launch exercise...putting life in chapters (I only got up to age 21 and I already have 6 major life change chapters)
Laughed A lot
Read through a few emails that were Loving, Acknowledging, Honest and Inspiring.
Manager gave me two more Goals to help her help me
And now I'm about to watch a Andy Garcia movie called City Island

Thank you for BEING HERE!
xo-me

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